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Festive Favorites

Today I am linking up with Jennifer and Amber for....

Favorite Christmas song. O'Holy Night
Christmas song you can't stand. Wonderful Christmastime
Favorite holiday movie. Elf
Real or artificial tree? Real
White or colored lights? White Lights (but we have colored ones)
All matching ornaments or more random personal ornaments? Random Personal ones
Favorite ornament. 1995 White House Ornament 
Angel or star tree-topper? Angel
Does Santa wrap presents or leave them unwrapped? Wrapped
Favorite childhood memory. Spending the night at my grandmothers
Coffee, hot chocolate, or eggnog? Hot Chocolate
Christmas morning at home or do you travel? At home then to my Aunt house
Traditional holiday meal or something unconventional? We have Lasagna ~ We are Italian
Personalized photo Christmas cards, store bought cards, e-cards, or "ain't nobody got time for that"? Mix of photo and store bought (this year not doing cards)

Still in to you...

Can’t count the years on one hand That we’ve been together I need the other one to hold you. Make you feel, make you feel better. It’s not a walk in the park To love each other. But when our fingers interlock, Can’t deny, can’t deny you’re worth it
'Cause after all this time. I’m still into you
I should be over all the butterflies But I’m into you (I’m in to you) And baby even on our worst nights I’m into you (I’m into you) Let 'em wonder how we got this far 'Cause I don’t really need to wonder at all Yeah after all this time I’m still into you
Recount the night that I first Met your mother And on the drive back to my house I told you that, I told you that I loved ya. You felt the weight of the world Fall off your shoulder And to your favorite song We sang along to the start of forever
And after all this time. I’m still into you
I should be over all the butterflies But I’m into you (I’m in to you) And baby even on our worst nights I’m into you (I’m into you) Let 'em wonder how we got this far 'Cau…


On Monday my husband told me he was not happy and he needed some time to figure out what is going on and why he is not happy. We have been through this before and usually it only lasts a few days. But this time is different. We have grown apart according to him and to me I can see some of it but that is what happens in a marriage. But he right now doesn't see it that way. He needs his space and although I understand, I do not like it. It has been the worst week I have ever dealt with since my first boyfriend broke up with me.

I feel shattered and not quite sure what to do. I feel lost, scared and heartbroken. We have been together for 16 years and he is all I have ever really known. I know I can survive with out him but right now I feel like I want to die. I know I won't but right now that is how I feel. As bad as this sounds being where I am and how I feel I can understand how people who are suicidal see no other option. I would NEVER do it but I can't say that the though…

I am still here..

If I still have followers left.. I am still around.. Just dealing with some personal stuff and will be back soon I promise!!!!!! I have been reading others blogs just not writing on mine... So thank you if you are still reading....

Thirsty Thursday and a Giveaway!!!!

Here is a drink that I found Pinterest Sex in the Driveway and it loooooooks amazing!!!! I can't wait to try it!!! 

Sex in the Driveway Interesting name for a drink that’s just full of citrus-y stuff.  The original recipe calls for just peach schnapps and blue curaçao, but I prefer my driveway sex with a little vodka, so it hath been added.  If you’d prefer no vodka then by all means, exclude it.  But with a glass as tall as this one, I think it needs something a little more alcoholish than just the ‘liqueurs’.  Any way, sex in the driveway is rough and spontaneous, so try it some time. Try it: 1oz Blue Curacao 1oz Peach Shcnapps 2oz vodka (preferably citrus) Fill the rest up with Sprite Pour ingrédients into an ice filled collins glass and stir that puppy.  Garnish with some sort of citrus fruit, or nothing, it’s up to you.  Enjoy.

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Wife2Wife: Favorite Couple Moment of the Summer

Today I am linking up with Kelly and Cheltee for Wife to Wife. 
What was your favorite "couple moment" from this summer?
I would have to say my favorite "couple moment" from this summer was when My husband and I went to Mexico for our  10th anniversary. (It was actually in the spring but it was summer to me)
 We had an amazing time just enjoying the weather, the beautiful sights and each other.. 

Tattoo Talk

Today I am linking up with Allie from talesofatwentysomething for....

I have one tattoo that I got in December of 2011 with my husband when he went to get a memorial tattoo of his grandfather who had passed away a few days earlier. I had wanted one for a while but I am so picky I had no idea what to do. 

So I looked online for ideas and found several I liked...  So I took some pictures of what I wanted and the artist did an AMAZING job. Of course my husband made me go first.... 
This is on my left shoulder. And I LOVE IT!! 
Here is my husbands - It is his grandfathers initials  After we left he thought about getting the Italian flag under it. Since his grandfather was Italian.  
And now with my Grandmother passing away I want another one to memorialize her.. 
I was thinking about this.. The one on the left 
It is similar to the one I already have but now I just need to figure out where to put it..  On the other shoulder, my wrist, my ankle??  I just don't know... 
I'll update…


Last night I learned that my grandmother passed away. She has been dealing with Alzheimer's for about 15 years, and has been in a nursing home for about 7-8 years. She was living in Indy and I had not seen her since February 2012. She did not know who I was and although it was hard, I understood. I like to think deep down she knew me. 
My poor husband was walking the dog when I got the call and he came back to me hysterically crying in the hallway. I scared him and my dog, who went and hid under the table.. Sorry Gracie! 
As much I know she is no longer in pain, it still hurts. 

I want to write a post about memories I have of her.. But right now I just can't...  Maybe in a few days... 
Until Then.....


Last night 9-11 my husband and I went to see my favorite band Muse. If you have not heard of them you are missing out. I first saw them and an opening band for U2 in 2009. I usually don't like opening bands but these guys are AMAZING. The lead singer is an amazing guitarist, song writer and singer. (and engaged to Kate Hudson) But what really made me fall in love with them was the bassist... (yes I do sometimes base things on how cute someone is...Sorry....) I have mentioned him before in posts but here he is again.... Christopher Wolstenholme
So Steve and I got to the Verizon Center in DC around 545 and headed over to the GA line. It was suuuuper long already... SO once we finally got inside and got our wrist bands we headed to the floor. I was concerned that we would be pretty far back and that I would not be able to see my future husband Chris. BUTTTTTT everyone was trying to get near the left side of the stage or the middle.. So I we got in front right at the gate in front of…

Sunshine Award

Today I got an email from one of my favorite bloggers Marcy saying she had nominated me for an award!
I was so excited to be chosen by her cause she is awesome and I am amazed at her progress.  
About the award: The award is circulated to those bloggers to let them know that their posts brighten your day. *** The Rules: 1. Include award logo in a post or on your blog (above). 2. Link to the person who nominated you -  Marcy from 3. Answer 10 questions about yourself. 4. Nominate 10 bloggers to receive the award. Link your nominees to the post and comment on their blogs letting them know they’ve been nominated. Here are the questions Marcy wanted me to answer.... 1.  What is your biggest fear?
Throwing Up ~ Yes that is my GREATEST fear... 
2.  What is the one item you couldn't live without on a daily basis?
My Iphone... it is ALWAYS with me
3.  Have you ever been arrested?
Not arrested.. but was at a party where there was drinking going on while I was in HS. And no I was not…